You can do it hun. You are worth it. One day at a time. I couldn’t quit on my own. I checked myself into inpatient rehab. I could never make it past 4 days before. It was the environment I was in. I had to change it completely. We all will have different paths. If you need someone to talk to please reach out and message me. I am a good listener. Stay strong hun 
Thank you Amanda that means a lot to me