You want to know the alcoholic/addict mind…? I just found out yesterday that I aced my USMLE Step 1 exam. I had been struggling for weeks telling friends I was drinking BC I passed, when in reality I was drinking to get through the day. I hate this shit. Most days I don’t want to be here. This is a shitty situation and I should know better, but it’s a ducking addiction
I should be happy