Today was a very hard day. It was my first Thanksgiving with out my mother. She loved the holidays so much. So instead of dealing with the issues and working through it. I got drunk and ate my self into a food coma. Fell asleep and 4pm woke up at 7 and felt like im letting my mother down. This is not how she wants to see her son living his life.
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It's okay man. I'm not trying to sign off on your drinking but it's okay to struggle. This is really hard stuff we deal with.
Are you working a program? What's your support network look like? Do you think you need professional help?