Today is day nine, I don’t want a brownie I just say that because my sleep is horrible and I been having dreams when I do sleep and the pain horrible I wake up crying that I can’t live like this. I’m disable and the only person I have to help me isn’t a big help because I’m the one that has the problem. I’ve had sobriety in my life before and I no that is a long hard road from we’re I am. I want it yesterday last year. I’m afraid I’m really sick and getting my health in order is going to be a huge part of this next journey. My anxiety it to the moon to the point it feels like I’m gonna die. I post because no matter how much sobriety I’m just want to hear and listen to people that knows this struggle and understand it and know I can over come this it’s normal and with hard work dedication I can take my life back during these days when ur self talk is why .
You can do it Scott. Sounds like you know what to do. Gotta do it for yourself. It’s the only way it works.