Today is 2 months sober from my relapse. I’m happy to not drink and do not have the cravings but my life is shit. When does it get better? When does the depression stop? When do the thoughts of ending it fade? Just not much positive for me currently except the sobriety.
It gets oh so much better it sounds like you may be suffering from PAWS post accute withdrawal syndrome find a NA meeting those people are just like family if not even better!!!have a most excellent life!!!!