Sober for 4 years, and my cravings are worse then then have ever been.
That’s scary! I’ve never had that much time. I’m only in about 6 months but can tell you going back is still truly awful. Remember the suffering, the loss, the guilt, the depression and detoxing 
. It’s as horrible today as it was 4 years ago. I hope you can stay strong. I’ll pray for you!
Has anything changed in your life to contribute to this? Are you working a program?