So I had 51 days clean, going to about 5 meetings a day, did a program called cross roads in Reno Nevada. Recently I relapsed, started drinking and feeling depressed with my situation and now I’m very disappointed in myself
Get back in the saddle. You can make it.
I’m hard at work with this organization called S.P.A.R.C (STOP POVERTY AGAINST R CHILDREN) went to downtown Reno last night to tent city and did a video. It takes up most of my time but it’s rewarding, besides that I have a lot of personal issues and when I’m not helping the homeless I’m in a dark place. But I can get back on track
It’s okay. You did not erase all those good sober days! Forgive yourself and move on
Don’t be! It takes what it takes. It took me several times until I was done! You still have the knowledge, just get back into action.
I’m back on track now, it’s been almost two weeks that I’ve been sober. I almost forgot how good it feels to live a normal life. Today is Saturday and I’m on my way to work, but I’m ok with it. I now have a good job and being responsible. In my addiction I could and would not do the responsible things that I’m doing right now. So for those who try and try over again. Remember “ it’s ok” to fail, as long as you don’t allow failure to break you, failure is a lesson. We learn and move on, forward progress