One of my biggest problems in life whether recovering or

One of my biggest problems in life whether recovering or not is having to fight tooth and nail for just about everything that I have earned or that I deserve. I often have to go all around Robins Creek to prove that my entitlement is justified or guaranteed by policy or provision. Usually I have staunch opposition . But every time after I’ve exhausted myself and frustrated myself there is a reversal with no admission of being wrong in the process nor any apology for the hassle. What I’m left with is this bitter feeling of how I always have to go through some extra unnecessary process making my life terribly annoying…(like being an addict)