One of my biggest problems in life whether recovering or not is having to fight tooth and nail for just about everything that I have earned or that I deserve. I often have to go all around Robins Creek to prove that my entitlement is justified or guaranteed by policy or provision. Usually I have staunch opposition . But every time after I’ve exhausted myself and frustrated myself there is a reversal with no admission of being wrong in the process nor any apology for the hassle. What I’m left with is this bitter feeling of how I always have to go through some extra unnecessary process making my life terribly annoying…(like being an addict)