New to this . My sober date is 8/2/2020. Early

New to this . My sober date is 8/2/2020. Early sobriety us rough . Lost my Dad around Thanksgiving , my relationship is falling apart right in front of me and there's nothing I can do . I trust my higher power that things will get better . He saw fit to have me be revived 2x when I was dying sooo I don't think he brought me this far to drop me now :pray::pray::pray::pray: