So I'm now loving in a sober living house. Doing well. But afraid. Afraid because in the past I've always messed up and over the most idiot things. I'm working hard to slowly heal and work through things as they come along. However the toll of being lonely and not having friends yet or family anywhere near I'm getting super sad. Before I used to purly stay awake and to get things done. Now I don't have the cravings nearly as bad but, one day I know I will and that thought alone is terrifying. This is my last chance I know it. Any one want to be friends and or meet up and go out to do fun planned or spontaneous things please let me know. I'm in Richland Washington and just looking for friends and fun and honestly, some help with my new life and hoping to help others too. Any ideas as well on things to do here or close to maintain my sober life is completely appreciated. Take care.
Fear of failure is one of the most debilitating feelings on earth. We must learn not to fear it because as humans failing is part of the road. A slip or a hiccup is not the end of the road unless you let it be. Don't fear it, overcome it. You have learned what doesn't work for you so you are that much closer to figuring out what does.
Recovery is so hard sometimes! Especially trying to redirect life. Definitely finding new people is important, but hiw does one do that? Iam trying to figure this out as well.