Hi my name is Randy. I'm 18months sober and I'm in drug court. I have days where I feel like I'm about to get kicked out. I COULD just go back to jail if I wanted to but I feel like that's the "easy way out" and I'd be letting my self down.....i really want to complete this program and I do think this program would benefit me greatly. Sometimes I think that the people over this drug court don't like me and just want me out.
I need some suggestions from you guys pls, I'm missing something that I'm just not seeing or doing and because of that my anxiety is threw the roof quite often now.
Hi Randy, for me when I go through challenges in my journey of sobriety I focus on liking me. Liking myself enough to be sober because that is what is best for me to be able to have the things that I want to get back to that my addiction was keeping me away from. Whatever that is for you, maybe its family, prosperity, mental health, physical health whatever drugs or alcohol took away from you, focus on this is your quest to getting back to where you want to be. Dont worry about who likes you. You are a soldier in the middle of the jungle and you are fighting your way back to the rescue helicopter that is going to take you home. Be brave. Its temporary but necessary. You'll get through it. Good luck my friend.