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My character defects shine really bright when I'm PMS-ing. When I was active in my addictions, I would drink even more heavily or smoke alot more weed during the days leading up to my period. Once I got my period, it was like I felt "normal" again. Now that I'm in recovery, I try to use my coping skills to deal with all the feelings and thoughts that happen when I'm PMS-ing but it can be difficult.. I get so moody I hate it. I'm not going to the doctor to take anything for it cause I dont have medical insurance but instead will workout alot harder and longer and avoid most ppl if I am able to help it. Can any other women relate? PMS + Sobriety = ?