Still using… one or two people know about it..
Everyone else… Thinks I'm almost 2 years sober.. I already know what NOT to do when I'm using, so it's easier to fool the people I love and care about the most.. It's the disappointment I'm scared of.. It's the exhaustion, the cravings, the emotions when withdrawaling that I don't want to feel when I stop I get a few days in… just to prove to my addiction I'm weak..
I need help. This isnt working anymore.
I'm miserable and drunk constantly. I need help
Running program to suit yourself u need help quit luring to yourself
Hey Mary, totally get it. The guilt and shame are probably unbearable so it’s easier to just lie. Or so you think… honesty is the best policy - always, it’s hard but once you let others know you’re struggling & ask for help it Will get easier. Have you considered maybe going to a treatment center?
Jennifer so sorry you’re struggling, have you tried any treatment centers or a 12 step program ?
It feels like you are fearing withdrawal and hurting those around you.
It feels like your very emotional and its dragging a drug addiction along with it.