I've been off and on sober for a decade now.
I have had years of sobriety before as well. I have a cps case plan as well as courts involved and I can't seem to get it together this time around. I literally have been to treatment so many times I can teach the classes. (I actually used to be a recovery coach in corrections before this last relapse)
I'm so so so fucking tired of this. I'm going insane
