I'm trying to quit being an alcoholic and I'm also

I'm trying to quit being an alcoholic and I'm also an atheist so it's kind of hard for me to find any support.

I'm right there with you although I do feel there is an energy in nature/life that exists. But I don't believe there is a God. Early in my recovery I really struggled with that.

I think i have a basic respect for others and their belief systems whether its Christian, atheist, wiccan, etc... I try to understand the message and forget about the label God. There is or rather was an Atheist meeting by me but with covid that's gone.

Hey, I get the atheist thing. For me I was able to just translate that to "I'm okay with not knowing" and used the universe being bigger than me for my higher power, now I still do that but I find myself giving thanks to... something. But I'm okay not knowing what