I'm sad depressed and alone. I lost my gf a

I'm sad depressed and alone. I lost my gf nd now I'm trying to get sober alone dealing with all these emotions

Have you looked into any meetings? Not trying to be insensitive, I just know alone in recovery isn't a great place to be. I know someone there would be able to walk you through this in person. I am sorry you are going through this and just hope you keep going.

I’m sorry you’re depressed right now, I’ve been there too and the loss of someone important in your life makes it all the more difficult to get through. I second what Steven said about looking for a meeting or support group that helps each other get and stay sober. The more we isolate, the more lonely we feel and the more likely we are to pick up a drink and a drug