I'm no longer sober I give too much into my cravings of being the person I want to be when I'm drinking...happy some call. I feel different I wanna stop completely because I hate this person I've become. Drinking seems fun but honestly it's eating so much on my mentality idk how much longer I'll be able to keep up.
Find a meeting and reach out like you have here. Many of us have been where you are now.
Least you came back. And he did the right thing. By letting us know and asking for help that’s what we do here. We’re on the same boat trying to get to the other side.