I'm greatful to be and alive it took so many trips to the hospital to wake me up . I finally except that I can't keep doing junk and drinking. Over thirty years of messing my life up , I look around and take in everything I've done and it seems like a wasteland . Something finally clicked in me and I get it now . So I find myself looking at everything now and taking thing I probably never would have before. I'm loving life and the ones that have put up with my bull. So I say to you all God speed we are better than this
