I wanna quit

I wanna finish up my program and leave. My program couldn’t find a sober community for me to live in that I liked, and I miss my condo in orlando. I wanna return to normalcy. I’ve been working my program for 3 months now almost.

Not how it worked for me. That old life had to go, completely. That person I was doesn't exist anymore. I decided who I wanted to be instead and never looked back. The memories of the ones I loved and can not return to keep me honest.