I used to view 'Time' as my greatest enemy. Never enough time, running out of time, don't have time, etc...
Recovery has changed me. Time has now become one of the most significant gifts I now receive. I no longer want to die. I'm not dead. Life isn't miserable. I'm grateful for the time I do have. I'm grateful for the time men and women spent with me 3 years ago when I wanted to die. Yes, time is valuable, but I longer inhabit the self-made prisons. Life is beautiful in all its imperfections. The time we DO spend together is what's important. 1/10/18