I relapsed after four years of not drinking over the course of quarantine. I justified it to myself by saying I was drinking to avoid copping dope. I said I would just stop when things opened back up. I’m terrified, feeling isolated and can’t shake the idea I just can’t do it and shouldn’t bother
Hi Nico. This pandemic has created unexpected stress. I know being California sober has become a social norm- but it should not be.
As easy as it was to find a drink, you can find programs to help you on the road to recovery.
Go to a meeting. Get a sponsor. Find a program.