I hate my life but love life

I hate my life but love life. It's been too long. I'm a lost talent. I have life , I have friends , but do to addiction aLcohol, I tend to play risky behavior, which cost me , ..own a house , property , and just want a piece a mind,, so silly cause I am peaceful. Hope all is well or if not , I feel ya.

What are you doing to get sober?

Oh damn