I find myself in a bottle daily. Trying to escape

I find myself in a bottle daily. Trying to escape from my past present and future. Though all it does is makes me hate myself and everyone around. I wish to quit though I've tried many times.. I just dont feel like I should force myself go go to rehab. When I know i can do it myself.

I know how you feel, Ace. I tried many times too before I eventually figured it out. So what's your plan?

Its much easier to do it w structure such as structured aa meetings a priority to you daily

I know how you feel, Ace. Or at least I have felt something similar. Treatment isn’t the only option out there, but it could be helpful. What are your other options?