I am thinking about drinking
Hey Eddie… I've been having a rough time myself lately but let's keep doing this. 
Some days are hard for me not to mess up… and some days get so dragged or boring that all I can do is think about drinking. But with every day that I just push through it gets better and yeah some days are hard but when I just push through that hard day I am so thankful and more confident that I didnt mess up, the happiness from just pushing through that hard day will always be worth it… God bless and may God always remind you how much better it is to be sober
Finish the thought Eddie. What positive thing will drinking resolve? Will it permanently resolve the issue?