Hey everyone - had three days clean under my belt and woke up to a tempting message from a “friend.” Caved in, and feeling so bummed that I can’t break this cycle. To be honest I’m scared of true sobriety - before meth there was alcohol. I don’t know what it’s like to live a life like that way even though I know it will ultimately be so much better. I know I’m not alone in how I feel so isolated. I just want to be me again and enjoy things and hobbies and friends.
Hope everyone’s doing good. I guess I just needed to vent. 
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You are not alone. I know it may feel that way, I understand
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