I keep on fallling off the wagon. I know im better than this.what a shameful thing too feel
If one really wants recovery from addiction, then I'd suggest joining a 12 Step fellowship. They're free, supportive and effective. I just celebrated 3 years clean this month. Could NOT have done it by myself. Thank-you.
Thank you for your shareing
Don’t feel shame. Don‘t feel guilt.
Feel powerful that you keep recognizing you need help. That’s something to be happy about.
Take a long serious look at step one. Until I fully accepted I couldn't stay sober either.
I spent half my life at 34 denying I had an alcohol and drug problem. I say alcohol first because it was my gateway drug. That was almost 13 years ago. Without the grace of God and AA I wouldn’t be at this point. In my experience I had to absolutely surrender to Step 1, establish a spiritual connection with God (for me it started as Good Orderly Direction) and put in twice as much effort getting and staying sober as I did in feeding my active alcoholism and drug addiction. That was just the beginning, the rest you’ll find in the rooms of AA, it absolutely works if you work it.
Sup Don. Keep climbing back on that wagon!
@don87325, I don't have much to add. I agree with what everyone stated. I believe in you. Keep going.