Having trouble staying clean for more then a week at a time, I always go back idk what to do
Go to a meeting tonight. See if you can relate. Then check back in with us and let us know how it went.
I agree with Allie, try and find a support group or meeting. When you immerse yourself in the center of the flock of recovery its harder to stray back into relapse. Speaking from many attempts at trying to stop drinking on my own and damn near dying of it. It's not too late to make the next right decision sir.
You are going to have to cut some things loose. Anything that connects you to alcohol has to be removed. Friends that you drink with, places you go to drink. They are now dangerous to you. It's like you are allergic to peanuts and they are Mr. Planter himself.
I would suggest seeing a psychiatrist and getting on meds