Having a hard time

Having a hard time. I need help

What's going on?

How are you today man?

Always block with your left hand…just incase life deserves an rright uppercut

Can you be more specific?

I've relapsed and it's getting worse. Also have mental health issues which have been amplified by the using. Feeling really lost and hopeless

Feeling a little better mentally but still lost

Hating myself for relapsing and letting it get this bad. I don't know what to do. Feel like I'm losing my mind