Do the next right thing. Sometimes I just don't feel like it. Today I woke up screaming from PTSD nightmares. I want to drink so bad. But in 7 years and 9 months I've learned how to cope when I feel like this.
It's sunny. I'm grateful for that. I soaked in the rays for a few minutes.
I put on a song I love.
I told my bf I wanna drink. He woke up for me. To sit w me. Now that's a good man!
I'm just gonna keep doing the next right thing today. So right now I'm going to get dressed and go to work.
Some days we thrive some days we just cope. And that's fine and we can do it!!!