Day 1 again..... It’s been a struggle. My longest streak has been 45 days .....
You'll find alot of friends and support here 
Happy your trying again… reach out if you need some positivity. 
Keep trying. Every time you pickypurself up and go at it again it is progress.
Day 1 for me too. My longest was 2 weeks. Stay strong my friend. I couldn't sleep at all. How about you?