Blacking out sucks.
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Yep
I was a black out drunk. I'd wake up in the morning and try to read my husband to see if we argued, looked for clues if we had "relations" and then try to put 2 and 2 together too many mornings. 3 weeks ago I awoke to a 3 page letter from my husband that he had had enough of me getting drunk and blaming him him for everything that has gone wrong or people who have died. I apparently hold a lot of hurt and anger inside and just decide to spew it all over the one I love the most. Day 22 going well, taking his 85 year old mother out for her birthday tonight and I'm not worried at all. Thank God for remembering the nights. Praise jesus