Being sober is hard I really hate it sometimes

Being sober is hard I really hate it sometimes but I know the outcome if I don’t stay sober please god help me!!

Yes, being sober is hard. Using/drinking is also hard. Choose your hard.

What do you find hard about being sober?

Have you hit up any meetings? Don't let yourself get isolated. Isolation is deadly to sobriety.

I feel ya, Tyler. But like Amanda said, so is keeping up with drinking/using.