6th day being sober from heroin hoping I can keep

Recovery
#1

6th day being sober from heroin hoping I can keep going I’m feeling good though been battling this since 2014 longest I’ve been clean was 9 months I struggle with a lot of depression and anxiety which leads to me slipping sometimes but I’m so tired of this cycle thinking of checking into rehab because I’ve never tried that before but I have to wait because of a court date hoping I can stay sober until then any advice would be helpful

#2

Hi , yes you can and you are doing it stay strong bro

#3

Thanks man I really appreciate the support :+1:t3:

#4

Keep the faith. It took a long time for me to get off dope. Hope all goes well with court and getting clean

#5

Thanks man I really appreciate the support and yea I regret ever trying dope at least I’m not in withdrawals because I only slipped up for 3 days before that I was clean for about a month but when something not so good happens in my life the first thought I get in my head is to buy smack I’m just tired of it

#6

It’s a ruthless cycle. Happy to here no withdrawals. How long have u been using?

#7

7 years

#8

Yea it really is man yea I’m glad I don’t have to go through withdrawals I haven’t had any for a long time because I’ve been stuck in this cycle that i would use for a few days and then stop for like 3 weeks and then start using again oat beginning I was doing it everyday and then stopped for 9 months straight because those withdrawals scared the shit out of me I was hallucinating and hearing things and I was hallucinating some really dark shit then I started again and then stopped again for a few months im just trying to stop completely because I always get into some trouble or do something dumb when I’m high and yea its been 7 years

#9

I have felt kind of shitty sometimes but never like full on withdrawals ill just feel low on energy and kind of more depressed then usual

#10

Don’t hope know that your going to stay sober.

#11

Yea I know going to try my best to stay sober until my court date so I can get myself in rehab already called the place and everything but they told me I would have to take care of that first luckily my court date is on the 26 of this month so I should be alright until then thanks for reaching out really appreciate it

#12

They cant take you till you go to court

#13

Try another one

#14

None of them can take me because they can’t drive me to court I’ve already tried and I can only go to specific ones because only a few are fully covered my health insurance and I really want to go to this one because all the other ones that my health insurance cover are in Baltimore and that’s where I go to buy the stuff Baltimore is really bad man Baltimore is the capital of dope in whole USA that shit is everywhere and I’m trying to avoid being in that area

#15

That make sense now

#16

Yea bro but I’ll be fine until then. I’m sure rehab will make a difference in my life

#17

It will there a lot more to life

#18

Have you been there yourself? Yea I know there is I want to get back to the person I was before dope. I’ve lost a lot because of that shit