6-9-21 8:48PM findingjess21 I've spent too much time trying to be ok

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6-9-21 8:48PM

findingjess21

I've spent too much time trying to be ok. Constantly trying to be everything I could for everyone I met. I love to spread love and joy. Seeing others smile honestly has been one of my favorite things in life. In active addiction I was always trying to be sustained by my drug of choice at that time. Now that I've been battling my disease of addiction, I am trying to just be me. I don't know who the fuck I am. I know I'm a Mommy and well I like to laugh and be happy. Sometimes I am just miserable. I still do not like myself. Much less love myself. Today and most day's I'm just trying to be Sober

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I'm not a NA or AA promoter, but change is a process that require action ! I am a step promoter , by honestly applying the spiritual principles the steps are build on , a change does take place. It was a process to get where you're at , think about it this way, if you hike 10 miles into the woods , you have to hike 10 miles to get out. Much love & respect

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