...31days clean from methadone & benzos, and I’m just trying to pretend shii is cool but it’s not... I also feel under appreciated for how hard it is to stay clean for 1 day .... it’s just to much going on with care the kids & parents I’m ready to snap but I don’t what it exactly is either... I just moved to my own apartment and it’s all so new and exciting at times but down right scary at the same time so...I’m adjusting to my kids staying with their father, the quietness I used to wish for isn’t like I thought it would sound but it isn’t worth twist I wasted...thanks feels better getting this out 
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